Ah jeez... So much has happened since my lost post. All very painful and very beautiful. Id say what has changed is that the hurt and grief I have has direction now and has a stronger reason. In a couple months I will be moving away from my childhood home. Nothing has changed yet everything is different. Everything has changed yet nothing is different.
I'm not unhappy. I am also not where I thought I'd be at this age. But I am surprisingly happy. I need to remember to come here more often, and not so late in the night as I am quite sleepy. Earlier I was thinking. Anyhow I've been putting a lot of items from my past in boxes, letters, books, circuit boards and instruments. I felt like I was clinging to an identity I had. For better or worse I have no time for them so they just sit looking at me. I have some exciting travel plans im excited and worried about it. Not in deep thought tonight, thanks to being on my darn phone. Might have to lock it away for my own good. Hope everyone is having a good night or day. Goodnight! :).
On the off chance you stumbled here you should know how to pronounce my name. it goes sue-doe-noh-nih-mehs-boshkkk. Not -bosc- but -boshhk. Now you know !
Hello i am here. bear with my typos, i hope the content makes up for it. this isnt really for anyone but if it helps me out maybe it'll do something for ya. bye now